September 26, 2010

• HOMELESS HOMOSEXUAL HYPOCRITES

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  To assume that one is ungodly simply because one is homosexual is to perfectly demonstrate the sins of judgement and bigotry. There is a brazen group of arrogantly ignorant, black, pseudo-christian, gaybashing homosexuals that calls itself “Powerful Change”. They actually epitomize a 

   

  “Disempowered Charade” as they pretend to be “recovered” from homosexuality and urge others to pretend to be similarly "healed" from our homosexual natures. Fortunately, they prey only upon weak fellow cowardly homosexual fools...

   

  I pen the letter below as a public reply from all happy homosexuals like myself. I know that God loves me just as I am. I also know that God made me a lesbian at my birth. And, I know that weak and unhappy homosexuals are not in my tribe. I take pride in never having shared any spaces with such miserable, blasphemous, pathetic, and self-hating souls. In fact, my divine mission in life is to expose and evade them eternally. And, I sincerely thank and praise God for that sacred duty.

   

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  AN OPEN LETTER TO DELUDED, DISHONEST, DIMWITTED, AND DEPRESSED BLACK GAYS AND LESBIANS

   

  Is there a longing in your heart to come out? Has your struggle with sexual honesty kept you from the inner peace that only God and truth can bring? If so, it's time for a change. As your sister who has had positive experiences with homosexuality, I am offering you my help to make it back to that place where you were born with God. Or, if you have never experienced the joy of knowing God, I invite you to read on...

   

  Gospel music pioneer Walter Hawkins sang a song many of us heard growing up. Do you remember it?: "What is this....that won’t let me be ashamed...."

   

  We are nothing alike. We are very different! You are ashamed. We are not. But, we understand that shame. Perhaps more than anyone else, we understand the pain that you may have suffered at the hands of people who said they represented God, but failed to give you the compassion, love, and acceptance you needed to find the courage beneath the wounds their hatred and lies carved into your heart. We know how it feels to sit in churches where you are the object of ridicule and scorn by gaybashing heterosexuals who are far less righteous and godly than you are. We can identify with the intense struggle not to give in to something that your heart knows is right and natural, but your weak mind has been taught is wrong.

   

  We take this opportunity to call on every African-American church to stop contributing to the anguish and suffering of homosexual black men and women, and begin promoting healing through the ministry of sexual reality and honesty. We urge these churches to stop destroying the souls of their miseducated gaybashing flock like the lying members of “Powerful Change”.

   

  Yet the church and its perpetual demonization of gays and lesbians are not our only problems. In our own community, many of the new HIV infections are in men of color, and black women are the greatest statistical victims of these infected black men. Hundreds of black men and women are dying silently of AIDS as a result of shame, guilt, and self-hatred. They die so primarily because pseudo-christian fools continue to define AIDS as a gay disease, while sexually confused persons and sexually hedonistic heterosexuals die daily from this U.S. government crafted biololgical warfare.

   

  Far too many heterosexuals and homosexuals continue to have condomless sex without disclosing the fact that they are infected. Sex parties and pornography exploit the loneliness many hedonistic humans experience. From music videos to magazines, heterosexual abandon rules and sells all.

   

  Racism is a global cancer. While whites continue to make advances politically, financially, and educationally, blacks struggle for basic equality in America's communities. Unfortunately, white gay racism and elitism continue to grow more rapidly than any other racism or elitism.

   

  On top of all of this are global substance abuses, and sexual fetishes, which reduce the quality of life for every one every where. For financial gain, some unprofessional, uneducated, and gaybashing therapists have spread falsehoods about homosexuality. To date, all credible scientific or biological studies acknowledge genetic causation for sexual orientation. Studies conducted by individuals with a predisposed agenda to prove that homosexuality is unnatural continue to toil in vain. Irrespective of what any study may ever prove, religious lies will always degrade homosexuals and dismiss the universal nature of homosexuality.

   

  We believe that this is a primary source of the suffering of homosexuals. Lies delay healing but truths bring freedoms. Accepting a lie keeps you in denial. Rejecting a lie keeps you in revolution. We need a revolutionary revelation from God. We must pray that God continues to bless us as we rebel against those who hate and lie on homosexuals in God’s name. In a state of sexual denial, there can be no innner peace.

   

  If you truly want to save your lives, don't take it into your own hands, submit yourself to God. It's a journey many lying “former gays and lesbians” will never find the courage and honesty to walk through. That's why we are making a special effort to reach out to those who may not have heard that God made them gay and loves them just as they are.

   

  Please understand that the challenges facing you are not entirely caused by "homophobia" and hate. They are also caused by ancient escalating religious lies and increasingly arrogant religious ignorance. And, please know that the way to escape those problems is definitely by "coming out” of abusive churches. Stop attending! Stop tithing! Stop enduring these blatant lies in silence! Boycott blasphemers wherever they infest, infect, wound, and destroy!!!

  God lives within each of us. Your very own soul is the only church that you ever need. Your very own spirit should be the only religion that you ever embrace.

  We know that the hype surrounding being “cured/healed” of homosexuality is at a breaking point. Both sides have become polarized and extremes have formed. Accusations, unfair portrayals, and misplaced anger have kept too many men and women from escaping being forced to live a lie. All have fueled deception and cowardice that ruin families, cause divorces, and compel deceit via malicious “Down-Low” masquerades.

  It's time for a change. You deserve a better life and you can have it. Coming home means coming out of abusive churches and suicidal closets. It also means coming out of the offices of criminally negligent therapists who counsel homosexuals into their graves by increasing depression and suicide.

  We have to let you know that getting home won't be easy. Living lies is being encouraged by evil blasphemers who make comical and unethical claims about "instant deliverance" and "miraculous breakthroughs". Despite their deceptions, we have discovered that God purposely teaches all humans through process.

  Coming back to God, regardless of how many years you have been "in the wilderness" of pseudo-christian lies, will require committment and endurance. Coming out of living a religious fantasy may be one of the most difficult things you have ever done, but difficult is not synonymous with impossible. God specializes in things which humans think are impossible.

  Self-love is the greatest ministry to the sexually broken. True healing is always simply a labor of self-love. Therefore, our letter makes no specific political or denominational claims. It seeks no financial gains, but is birthed out of a heartfelt desire to show you a better way to live.

  For those who would reject our invitations to find true spiritual peace, we say that you have a human right to be gay or lesbian, just as you were born to be. Sex is not sexuality. Sexuality is an arbitrary identity, like race or gender. Sex is a physical act, like golfing or masturbating. Like heterosexuality, homosexuality is never a choice.

  We want you to know that you have a greater spiritual right to be honest and free. The choice is yours. Please don't stand in the way of those who no longer wish to be cowards who live religious and sexual lies. Please stop preaching to those of us who are very happy and exceptionally productive homosexuals, who are proud to embrace and love ourselves as gay or lesbian. Don't take away our choice to refuse to pretend that we can ever change. Do not slander us because we succeed where you continue to fail...

  We understand and acknowledge that the term "ex-gay" is an oxymoron and a punch line to this evil gaybashing religious joke regarding the curing/healing of homosexuality. No one can ever truly recover from their true sexual nature. One can never choose to be gay. One can only choose to pretend not to be gay. It is a deceptive and destructive choice that no godly person will ever make.

  Ex-gays pretend to be sincere as they feign sexual healing and recovery. We wonder how many members of “Powerful Change” are having homosexual sex with each other or simply lusting for each other as you read this. We wonder if they are intelligent enough to fathom that one can die a virgin or a birth parent to 10 children and STILL be a homosexual.

  We pity the dysfunctional lives that many “ex-gay” homosexual cowards feel compelled to live due to the brainwashing that makes them feel worthless and doomed to Hell. We are wounded by the learned self-hatred that fuels their intentions as they struggle to pretend that they are healed of homosexuality. They long to have their repuslively pathetic and ugly lives as toxic gays evaporate into the fog of religious myths and lies. Yet, the term “ex-gay" does adequately blur the long process of self-hatred that they endure as their living, thinking, and desires undergo drastic miseducation.

  Audre Lorde said: “Our silence will never protect us”. We can testify that we are new creations in Christ, and we will no no longer be silent slaves to hateful and oppressive religions or their zealots. Millions of homosexuals like us absolutely refuse to be identified as sinners or deformities or mentally ill. We thank God for our sexual passion that makes us whole homosexual humans. We have a new and sacred identity in Christ and our future and hope is secure in that identity. If you choose to, coming out of living a lie will mean:

  Submission to Christ's rebel example against pseudo-christianity

  Dealing with the nature of homosexuality in all species

  Being honest and accountable for your sexual and spiritual actions

  Having a heart that is willing to live honestly and reject hypocrisy and lies

  Accepting the truth of God as sufficiency for your courage and freedom

  Planting yourself in a fellowship which embraces a realistic and fair approach to all human sexuality and science

   In short, the opposite of homosexuality is heterosexuality. And, the opposite of broken is whole. Heal thyself by making whole the homosexual spirit that has been broken by the throngs of “christians” who have nothing to do with Christ or God. There is nothing holy about any lie or any hatred.

  Pray to God and you will be blessed to be a superior homosexual who masters the art of living emotionally, sexually, and spiritually pure and whole. That's the goal. That's the mark. And that's our passion.

  Jesus said “Forgive them God, for they know not what they do...”:

  God is calling you. You've heard God calling you while you joined in bashing homosexuals in church pews. You've heard God in the whispers of the closeted homosexual that speaks deep inside of you. You’ve heard God in the quiet of your home where your homosexual child may never come out to you. Perhaps in the midst of the adultery or judging that you have become sick of doing, you've heard God calling you to stop hating and lying on homosexuals. We are here to let you know that coming clean and coming out of the closet are both merely one prayer away.

  We don't have all the answers, but we do have the most important one: God loves all of us unconditionally. Only God can judge us. And, God judges us only by our hearts and souls, not our sexuality. One is not righteous simply by being heterosexual, just as one is not evil simply by being homosexual.

  Haven't you felt that feeling stirring inside of you? It's God urging you to answer honestly. We too have been at that place where lies and sermons could no longer satisfy. Not another bible-toting gaybasher. Not another self-hating, guilt-ridden, and suicidal religious lover. Not another Saturday night drink/Sunday morning sitting-in-church-hangover. Not another “please wash my evil, dirty, and sinful ass clean” revival. Not another fake church singles seminar. Not another missionary charade. Not another gossipping holy house party. It left you feeling hypocritical, empty, cold, and just as sinful as the day you first enetered the closet door.

  If you are truly homosexual, we respectfully believe that homosexuality is God's will for you. We feel that loving someone of the same gender produces everything fruitful and life-giving. It reflects every living species in creation. Homosexuals have the same life giving organs as heterosexuals do and we use them often. We are often superior parents uniquely qualified to teach children superior lessons about unconditional love, courage, indelible self-esteem, and triumph.

  God’s divine and diverse natural order will always make the continuation of all life possible. It is God's will that you grow, prosper, and produce all of the diverse fruits of honest and loving relationships. Many gays have proven that these goals may be attained even in the face of cursed religious sabotage and vicious slander. Yet, real life is defiantly lived with real revolutionary results.

  I, the signer of this letter, see the truth beneath the hatred and lies of all allegedly “former homosexuals” and those who support their evil, divisive, and toxic missions, as they unite in their desire to force homosexuals to live lies. Please contact us to let us know that their sinful works are in vain. Let us know that you are ready to come home or come clean, whether you are homosexual or heterosexual at:  ambwww@yahoo.com

  We will leave the light of the truth on for you. That light will set you free. Free your mind, and your sexuality and your soul will follow...God bless you all.

  A proud lesbian who loves her divine lesbian self,

  Alicia Banks 
  ELOQUENT FURY

   

  

   

   

   

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